Everything happens for a REASON

Hidden Love (prologue)

2010-10-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

It was a Monday morning and my classes are over. I entered the elevator to go down to have lunch with my friends at the foodcourt in our school. I'm actually alone in the elevator and I was listening to Super Junior's Believe.

Suddenly it opened in the 6th floor and then out of the blue, Seungho entered the elevator. He had been my crush for a long time and it was actually the first time that we are alone. He knew that I admired him so much, thanks to my friends. Awkwardness engulfed the elevator. Silence was so defeaning when suddenly the elevator stopped!!! It didn't take long for us to notice that we are stranded in a dark elevator. I am a claustrophobic and I am really scared of enclosed spaces so my knees are going weak.

Seungho noticed it.

2009-10-01T00:47:00.003+08:00

MY LIVEJOURNAL

i don't know how i can keep up with two blogs.

but i'll manage. :)

I STILL LOVE THESE DORKS!

2009-09-11T19:19:00.003+08:00

SUJU M's teaser is like SO HOOOOOOT!!!

It's like Sorry Sorry times three.

Luckily this news made me take my mind off Jay for awhile.

I go completely gaga over this video and watch it a million of times!

They really turned into MEN!

My eyes were set first on HANNIE.

He's the leader but he's gotten more handsome in this teaser.

With that Chinese looks and charisma, no wonder I fell for him.

SIWON's still the most handsome.

I admit he really is. Those princelike looks could kill a girl!

Hahaha. HE'S 1000 times HOTTER IN THIS TEASER!!!

Well my dorky magnae KYUHYUN still the model-like! Haha.

I still loooove him.

When did I not love him? Bwahahaha.

But the one who really caught my eye is DONGHAE!

I don't even know how I would describe him.

HOT is the most used words and he's more than that!

SIZZLING maybe?

With those shades, he practically killed me and my friend!

I admit I never give a damn about Henry and Zhoumi but they too are okay.

Maybe I'll learn to give them a chance?

I never really support SJ's sub groups but now that I think about it, maybe I will right now.

I can't wait for the whole MV.

*watches the teaser again and again*

2009-09-10T23:11:00.004+08:00

HOTTESTs CAAALM DOOOOWN!

I just checked 2ONEDAY and I saw something about HOTTEST (or in that case UNDERGROUND) boycotting 2PM shows, albums or anything 2PM-related.

My reaction: WTH!!

Okay, I admit I want Jay back but this is beyond limits! Do you think Jay would love this? Boycotting?! And for Christ's sake, the rest of the member would be disappointed as well! Even if this is after reading JYP's statement I want to join but this is way too much. I DON'T LIKE AND SUPPORT THIS AT ALL!!

Seriously, this whole thing is CRAP! I still can't believe this might happen. Think of ways that could do them, the boys and Jay better.

2009-09-09T00:07:00.005+08:00

September 8 marks the most inevitable day for the HOTTESTS.

This is the day that our dear leadja PARK JAEBUM LEFT 2PM.

I don't know what hurts the most; the fact that he left or the fact that the antis got what they want.

I was reading something for my film subject when my friend told me that Jay actually quit! I was so shocked for i was holding on the fact that JYP won't let Jay leave 2pm. Or so he said.

So you can just imagine my shocked dumbfounded open-mouthed face when she told me. And it was confirmed by Chi when she called me during my break time. So I went to check on allkpop and 2oneday and my worst nightmare came to life.

I really wasn't expecting that Jay would actually quit! Not even one bit. But I predicted that sooner or later he would break down from all the stress and the issues he was in. And though the members are there to support him, I know that he doesn't want the members to suffer in his actions. That's just the typical him.

Wooyoung even made a post in his CY about staying together. But look at what he got! He got bashful comments from the lowlife antis saying that he was just covering for his member. My reaction to that was, "WTF! That's why they are called a team. What do you expect him to do? Turn away from his brother?!"

Seriously, those antis and netizens should cut him some slack! I know this is way too late to post but I don't care. Now I know why some celebrities in Korea suffer depression and commit suicide is because of those prideful people who thinks that they are perfect! He was only a trainee when he posted that. Jay came from US who experiences a different culture. You can just imagine him, alone, experiencing the hardships of being a trainee, with no one to talk to. And for one thing, why do they have to dig that deep?! It was like four years ago!

Honestly, all of us say one bad thing about our country. I admit, I do. But heck, to make a small issue this big? I should say WHAT THE HELL!!

JUSTICE should be done. This is so not fair for Jay, for 2pm and the HOTTEST!

*updated*

Seeing this messages from Boom, Jo Kwon and Junsu just makes me so so sad.

"My heart is hurting very much
My heart feels like it’s being torn apart because he is a dongseng that I love
Because I believe and love my dongseng I believe that he will return with a better appearance
Today my heart is hurting very much
Jaebeom, hyung will work harder so that when you return I can protect and hug you with a warmer embrace
Please return healthy………
I love you……………..

- Boom -

The first song we practiced together..
We felt nervous and excited..

I always pray.
That it won't be such a hard journey..

I believe you will get stronger
because you're my brother.

- Jo Kwon -

Through the wind, fall came.
Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....
The bright blue sky
It keeps making me cry.
Even the sky is making me cry
in the fall of 2009.

- Junsu of 2pm -

These messages really are words of sadness. I know for a fact that Jay and Boom got close with each other during the Idol Army. Now, remembering those funny moments, I can't bare seeing it again knowing Jaebum has left! Leader of 2AM Kwonnie is the opposite of Jay but I believe they are close. To top that, Junsu's entry on his CY tells that they are so sad knowing that their leader left already. I heard that Wooyoung fainted at the airport.

So now, netizens are regretting? They didn't expect that he will leave?!

Well,

IT'S TOOO LATE! JAY ALREADY LEFT! AND ALL I CAN JUST DO IS THANK YOU FOR SHOWING US WHAT YOU CAN REALLY DO! YOU JUST RUINED SOMEONE'S DREAMS!!!!!!

2009-09-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

Who's up for another girl group?

f(x) is all you need!

DAAAMN!

These girls just makes me feel less talented.

I mean, I can dance and all BUT I could never do that FLIP in the beginning.

I assure all of you these girls will make it on TOP!

Ever since I saw their teaser, I can just feel it!

And my eyes are drawn to A-M-B-E-R!

I think this is for now. I'll be updating about the girls on the next posts. :)

2009-09-01T07:45:00.004+08:00

It's already a BER-month.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)

2009-08-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

ANOTHER PICTURE SPAMMING! :)

this time it's MY HUBBY!

still a DORK.

but i LOVE him still.

hahaha.

2009-08-23T20:38:00.003+08:00

PICTURE SPAAAAM! :)

since pictures say a thousand words,

i don't have to worry of what to post.

ahahahahaha.

2009-08-10T10:11:00.002+08:00

MASTER and the APPRENTICE.

this works in two ways:

Kyuhyun (master) teaching Heechul (apprentice) of WARCRAFT;

Heechul (master) teaching Kyuhyun (apprentice) of EVIL STUFF!

bwahahahahaha.

see what i mean?

2009-07-24T20:27:00.003+08:00

TIME TO HAVE SOME FUUUUN!

Okaaaay.

Yesterday, my friends and I went to BuDa to make our video shoot for our Editing class. Actually, it was only two of them who came up with a concept and I am just part of the actresses. LOL.

So here are some of the pictures.

Carmz. Kristian. Meg. Me.

THE F4

Yijung. Jihoo. Jun Pyo. Woobin.

As for my solo pics, I'm still waiting for the rest but I manage to take these.

AHAHAHAHA.

I really enjoyed the trip though we went far from the city. It's tiring yet enjoyable.

2009-07-15T09:21:00.005+08:00

Leader-ssi Eeteuk!

Flower Boy Heechul

Sorry for not being able to update this blog. and like Lisa said, it had become a dusty blog.

But BLAME SCHOOL DEARS!

I could not even greet happy birthday to Heechul and Eeteuk in their bday.

Belated happy bday to our dear leader and flower boy,

JUNGSOO and HEENIM!!

So many things to do that I have little time to reply to my GBs, not to mention update this blog.

But then I still have time to update my Kpop craves.

I'm so happy that 2NE1 got atop the charts when their albums were out!

I'm in a YG mode right now: BIG BANG and 2NE1!!

I still haven't watch Introducing Star's Friend (w/c has my fave Suju and 2pm).

But I will make time maybe next time.

Before I go, I want to apologize for this short entry.

But then here's my hubby apologizing for my sake: LOL.

Isn't he just too cute? Smiling and singing.

It makes my heart melts and me smiling like crazy staring at the screen.

I super duper loove this song.

This song got a "bossa" feel that is so soothing!

Anyway I gotta go now.

I promise I'll update this as soon as I can.

PS: I realized this is my first post for JULY! LMAO.

2009-06-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

Music Core Performance

June 20, 2009

Inkigayo Performance

June 21, 2009

It's so sad to think that the promotions for the 3rd album of these boys had come to an end.

It seems like it was just yesterday when we're all excited for their comeback and now it has ended.

*sigh*

I will surely miss their performances.

From Heechul's sideways hold of mic to his ending part in Norago.

From Shindong and Hyuk's kkai-bai-bo play at Sorry Sorry

to their chest popping scene in It's You.

Time sure flies so fast.

Before we know it, it's July 17 and their performing for Super Show II.

It's only a waste that Kibum was not with them when their promoting the 3rd album.

But it's good to know that he will be on Super Show.

Till then, Oppas.

We're all gonna miss your performances.

I'll be looking forward to all of your shows and the concert.

2009-06-19T23:14:00.006+08:00

DAAAMN!

It's been only the first week of class and we got so many things to do.

just like what they say, THIRD YEAR is BUSY YEAR!

translation: WELCOME TO HELL!

7 MAJOR SUBJECTS?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?!

For this week, I need to write 2 book reports (in layman's term REACTION PAPER!), read many articles and then have a report for journ and all are due next week. Not to mention I am quite nervous at non-linear where I have to conceptualize now for my opening/closing billboard of a FAKE TV SHOW and TRAILER of a movie that WON'T EXIST~! This is so gonna limit my time to spend in the net world. And also my social life. All of my friends are busy too. That's why I spent my Friday night at the mall with a friend to make it up for the WHOLE SEM! Or maybe I'm exaggerating. I'm gonna go out once in a while but not that often.

*sigh*

JUST THINKING ABOUT IT IS SCARING ME!!

2009-06-16T23:11:00.005+08:00

I just felt the need to post this.

My poor magnae was accidentally hit by Taec during the performance.

I know it hurts but he kept on performing.

My heart went along with him.

I'm blaming the stage. They're like squeezed out there!

I'm quite busy nowadays with school so I may not update this often.

But I'll keep you guys updated!

2009-06-13T20:07:00.004+08:00

It's crap, right?

Since I've been loving the two groups, why not make a banner with both groups on it?

And well since I'm not yet that good in editing pictures and I'm using GIMP, it turned out like this.

*sigh!*

And now, time to spazz for today's perf! Ahahaha.

I need a HUGE FAN when I watched this. It's just so HOT!

Taecyon's wearing like a "see through" polo!!

Who wouldn't faint seeing that? My eyes were like so glued on him.

Seeing his powerful body dancing in there. . .he's hella different when performing!

How can a total dork look cool on stage? Only he can pull it off! Haha.

When he started rapping, his voice sounds so much like TOP's!

And believe me when I say DORK coz basically he really is!

They all look so freakin' hot today really.

And now, SUJU TIME!

I can't stop giggling throughout the perf! Ahahaha.

The close-up with Yesung makes me gape at him.

And the awaited "only for you" part is just. .*calm down*. .makes me want for more!

What Hae and Shindong did is just <3ed!

The ending made me laugh out loud! I suddenly remembered the SiChul moment at yesterday's perf.

It was so close compared to the HanChul moment today.

And now I'm looking forward for the performance tomorrow. Ahahaha.

So now, I'm gonna watch Xmen Trilogy.

Take care guys!

2009-06-11T13:26:00.003+08:00

Sweet and me @ the gazebo at school.

I think this is right before my Philo exam during summer class.

It's been a while since I posted here. I am not in the blogging mood lately. Mainly because I spent last week having a Family Outing marathon. Basically, when I'm watching dramas, or shows in that case, I will not be disturbed. Yes! That is so true. I forget everything. But then, I take time to reply on the GBs at CR. If there's one thing that makes me uncomfy, it's the notifications. I dunno why but whenever I saw notifications, I immediately checked it out. So that's the only thing I keep doing while watching FO videos.

FAMILY OUTING is JJANG! It's so funny. Now I know why it's compared to We Got Married. But then again, WGM is like having low ratings now, maybe because of the new couple or the audiences is just used to the original couples, which by the way, are the best couples ever! Anyway, back to FO. When I saw the TOP-Hyori kiss at some award show, I got so jealous that I hate the name LEE HYORI ever since. I even wrote a fanfic and made her the "bitch". But when I saw FO, she's so different! I can't help but to like her. And also Park Yejin, who's also the "bitch" in Memories of Bali. The sweet yet savage Park Yejin. I just love the two sisters. Plus the scandal/love triangle between them and Kim Jong Kook. Not to mention the "Dumb and Dumber" brothers. The nickname speaks of itself! Jaesuk and Daesung just go along each other. Making scandals, corny jokes that they can understand and also playing with words. Then there's the "Chunderella" scene. Stepmother Kim Sooro always bully Chunhee. And the sickly elderly who's always in the last place, Jongshin. I'm still waiting for the other episodes to be subbed. But I'm proud to say that I watched the shpw from episode 1 to 46! Ahahaha.

This entry looks like a review of Family Outing.

But then again, right now I'm watching Cinderella Man starring Kwon Sang Woo and Yoona of SNSD. I admit, I really can't stand SNSD except maybe for Yoona and Sooyoung. I watched the Idol Army of 2pm with SNSD yesterday and I didn't even enjoyed it! Maybe because Taec's paired up with Sunny. Fortunately, Chansung became paired up with Yoona instead of Khun. Haha. I find it so unfair when Khun just stepped out whenever Chansung steps out! The other episode is the KARA episode too. I think it's Jiyoung that was in the middle.

Okay crap! I just don't know what to write anymore. This entry may be the most meaningless post ever! Still not in the blogging mood yet I have to since you all requested for it. Ahahaha.

When I am writing this, I turned on my iTunes to listen to songs. And since I'm crazy, here are the songs that played until I posted this:

Love Disease = Super Junior

She's Gone = Super junior

Goodbye = Fly to the Sky

Angela = Super Junior

BOF OST = A'st1

U = Super Junior

Only You = 2pm

Let's Not = Super Junior

Just for the lack of better things to do! Haha. Ta - ta!

2009-05-26T12:15:00.004+08:00

MY HEAVEN mv

credits to YGEntertainment @ youtube

My Big Bang-biased friend gave me the link of this video when I signed in at YM this morning. I asked her when's Big Bang's comeback will be and it doesn't surprised me that they're in Japan right now. And this MV was just released a few hours ago, no doubt. 'Coz I haven't heard of spazzing over the mv yet from others. Hahaha.

I just have to say TOP and Youngbae is just too hot to handle. When I saw TOP rapping again, after a long time, my heart melted! And Youngbae with those shades is just sizzlin'! And as usual, I'm not digging for GD's hair. Seungri has grown up and Daesung, is just well, being Daesung (LOL!). I'm thinking of watching an episode of Family Outing to see how's he as an MC that got him loved by everyone.

The MV is super duper HOT! I'm actually looking forward for the album.

2009-05-25T19:59:00.004+08:00

the magnified version of the photo at the side.

just because I have nothing else to do.

*sigh!*

2009-05-25T16:00:00.003+08:00

*sigh!*

Now that summer class is over, I have nothing left to do but just stay in the house. I have no money to be going anywhere coz my mom hasn't refunded me yet! Though I am craving for a cappuccino and some cake. I'm being random here. Blame my sister for not letting me eat the Red Ribbon cake on the ref for she will bring it on the beach. Makes me crave for it more! Luckily there's so many chocolates in the house that it made me think that I'm gonna have tonsilitis one of these days.

"Though it's summer here, I haven't been on a beach yet!"

Yep! That is so true. I wasn't able to feel the essence of summer when I am not able to go to a beach.

REASON: NO ONE TO GO WITH!!

This just makes me so frustrated! My friends are busy, some of them still were not yet finish with their summer classes. ARRRGGGGGGHHHH!!

I AM TORN BETWEEN 2pm and SUPER JUNIOR!!

I just want to say that! I love both bands and adore them. And whenever I watched the last part of Music Bank, where they have to announce the winners, my eyes were fixed on both groups! I just hope they would do shows together. Even if it's just once!!

As I reread what I've written, I'm either complaining half the post or I'm ranting everything that's on my mind. Oh well. This is a symptom of BOREDOM!!

2009-05-21T20:43:00.003+08:00

If the answer would be JOANNA GRACE CORPUZ,

what would be the question?

Does this makes sense? I know I'm being random but I want to know your answers (or rather questions!). Haha. This could be FUUN! I got this from my friend when she texted all her friends and got some funny questions from them. You guys can comment on this post or leave it at the chatbox. But it would be advisable if you commented on this post though. Ahaha.

HAVE FUN ASKING!

INKI DAY! part 2

2009-05-18T21:11:00.003+08:00

Sunday has been my favorite day recently. Mainly because it's INKI DAY! Hahaha. I just love Inkigayo the most out of the three shows. The performances, the camera and the lights are amazing. I'm not bashing the other shows okay, I'm mainly an Inki-biased. LOLz.

Let's kick off with the HOT DEBUT from 2NE1! I am loving this girls seriously. I love CL's stage presence the most and Minzy's dancing. WHOA! And to think she's the youngest from the group.

2NE1's Debut

credits to: CodeMonmon @ youtube

I super duper love the intro! And I admit, I am worried about Dara's perf because I'm used to the way she was when she was here in the Philippines but she really improved. She can dance well now and her voice is improving. And Bom's just such a cutie pie.

Super Junior's It's You First Performance

credits to: CodeMonmon @ youtube

And the long awaited first performance of It's You. Can I just say AWESOME?!?! (It would've been perfect if Kibum's there!) But oh well. I just find two things funny: Hae's pants and Kangin's hair. Hae's pants makes me want to eat Cookies&Cream ice cream. And Kangin looks like a grandpa in his hair colour. Ugh! I'm not fashion police but this just isn't right. But let's look at the bright side: THEY ALL LOOK SO HOT!! I love the new concept! All are so manly. And I can't stop staring at Kyu. With those jacket and white pants, I'm drooling baby~~!! I freakin' love Hyuk and Dong's "only for you" part and they sang. Hahaha. And of course I won't forget Lisa's hubby Heechul. That part is so amazing!!

2PM won and Encore stage

credits to: CodeMonmon @ youtube

ARRGGGGHHHH!! Did you guys see Super Junior and 2pm together on stage? It made my day. I just love it when Suju and 2pm are together so I'm gonna be watching Star King with these two bands. And Shindong doing the encore and dancing with 2pm and Jo Kwon is just loved! Jo Kwon cracked me up! He always did. Even in Idol show with Suju and with 2pm. THAT GUY!

Suju2pm <3333!!!

It's You and 2pm

2009-05-15T22:06:00.006+08:00

WHOA! Today's the 15th! And what does that mean? Drama version of It's You will be out!

I can't believe I forgot to bring my laptop to school to watch it. Hahaha. But oh well, since I spent my free time playing dota, I think it's okay. But when I saw it, I was like falling for them again. DAMN HOTTIES! Though the dance can't be seen, I am missing it, but the video is like so dramatic(?). Hahaha. I mean with their faces with those expressions and all and the background that kinda looks so saad. I LOOOVE IT! (Is there even a single thing in SJ that I don't like?) Hahaha. Oh yeah. Kibum not participating in the 3rd album activities. I'm so pissed at that! <_<.

Anyway, here's the drama version of the MV.

credits to: wondersmurf @ youtube

. . . . . . . . . .

On the other side of the coin, I am so into 2pm recently. It's because they are so funny and awesome and they remind me of Super Junior. A "tougher" Super Junior. I was watching their Idol Show these past few days and I can't seem to stop myself from playing back some parts (w/c btw is like half the part of the video) because of their sillyness.

Imagine, Jay, the leader, was always tricked by Boom and his members. Poor him. And Khun, the show favors him . I can prove that when you watch episode 1 of their Idol Show and they have to kiss the pig and during the game. I won't spoil you the details so better watch it for yourself! And Wooyoung. That guy. He reminds me of Heechul because of his love for camera and his adlibs/comments. The Jun Brothers, Junsu and Junho, are like the quiet types yet they somehow are funny and silly. Junho really reminds me of Bi/Rain. And there's this magnae Chansung who (I love btw :) ) who was bullied by his hyungs and could eat everything. And the guy who I'm falling into is Taecyon. The guy who is so tall and so macho yet silly and looks so handsome when he's staring at space, thinking or maybe dreaming.

chansung. junsu. junho. jaebum. wooyoung. nickhun. taecyon.

HWANG CHANSUNG.

my other "magnae".

OK TAECYON.

my lover in this group.

Actually I love all of them but these two guys caught my eye and Taec makes my heart skip a beat and kept following me in my dreams. YES! I dreamt of him and 2pm. *sigh!*

It's You mania

2009-05-13T14:04:00.003+08:00

Right now I'm still at my Philo classroom though the class is over. Our professor has already left the room but some of my classmates (Philo classmates, that is) are still here either studying, talking and practicing some dance. Haha. I'll just take advantage of the fast internet connection here.

As I was browsing through Sj-world this morning, I saw the news that there will be a drama version for the MV "It's You". Damn! That means more spazzing and losing control of myself. And I'm pretty sure that Kibum would have more exposure in that version. Wanna bet? Hahaha.

Since this is all I'm about to post, let me end this with my fave part in It's You MV.

OOOH YEAH BAAABY!

SMEEXY!

It's time for the "IT'S YOU" mania!!!

It's You MV

2009-05-12T10:32:00.005+08:00

credits to: sjsubs09 @ youtube

It's You MV

Can I just say? This is like the best MV from the boys yet! I mean, I looove Don't Don with that manly / sexy concept and Sorry Sorry but It's You got a different feel really.

MY SPAZZES OVER THE MEMBERS:

Eeteuk

I can just say Eeteuk's so into it! Is that a necklace he's holding? Really! Our leader's into it. Hmmm.

Hankyung

FINALLY! Hannie got a line. My second fave member actually got to sing some parts unlike in Sorry Sorry. And this guy's getting HOTTER and HOTTER than ever. With that stare, I can just lose myself in his eyes.

Heechul

Like in Sorry Sorry, he's in the bridge part. When I first saw the MV, during their close up shot, I thought Heenim is Eunhyuk. Maybe because of the hair. And I love his scream though. Too heartfelt.

Yesung

I just saw an article about his 6 - seconds appearance in Sorry Sorry and I can't stop laughing. His wish is now granted since he had many parts in this song.

Kangin

I loove Kangin's line in this song just like in Marry U. In the MV, he's still the "appa" of the group. Eeteuk's the "omma" of course. Hahaha.

Shindong

Even if Shindong has one line, I felt his appearance on the MV! Everyone's holding they're heart then put the hand down with much force. SEXXXXY!

Sungmin

Manliness + Cuteness = Sungmin. The only guys who can pull it off. The evidence is in the MV! TOO MANLY yet such a cutie!

Eunhyuk

I LOOOOOVE HYUKJAE here!! That gangsta concept? *dies!* When he first appeared, I was like open - mouthed! He never fails to surprise and amuse me just like in Sorry Sorry.

Donghae

When Donghae sang the first part, I'm near fainting! And when I saw him with the over-alls during dancing, I am reminded of a painter. A VERRY CUUUTE PAINTER! hahaha.

Siwon

This guys is still the prince. The handsomest man on earth! And when he's dancing, I'm swooning!

Ryeowook

Wookie when he was running and holding the boquet of flowers is just too cute! But then when he throwed it, he suddenly became manly. I loove his voice!

Kibum

The forever MIA person. Seeing him here with the others is uplifting but I can't seem to take from the back of my mind that he won't be performing with them again. I mean, when they're dancing, I can't spot him. So much for his comeback.

Kyuhyun

This guy. . . .has become seriously grown up! He's freakin' smexy when he appeared in the MV, either staring at the camera, walking or dancing. Can't take my eyes away from him. My eyes are serching for him. Hahaha. I know, I'm biased.

I can't wait for the 17th!! Two bands to look forward. Or make ut THREE since I'm in the 2pm mode since the weekend. And 2NE1's big debut! WOHOOOOO!! With Suju making their first live performance of this song, Sunday is like too far yet! COME QUICKLY! BALI BA!!

It's You

2009-05-11T14:44:00.003+08:00

black & white version

colored version

Due to the reported leakage of the song, I have to stop myself from listening to It's You. Since I'm a good ELF, it took me every ounce of willpower not to listen to it really. I said to myself I just have to wait for one whole day.

And that day is TODAY!

Damn lucky I brought my laptop to school, coz again, I have no intention of bringing it. I spent the whole day at Sj-World and at soompi, reading and watching the post of everyone, discussing the song. The song got a "Ne-yo" vibe on it. When I heard the teaser last Saturday night, I thought that how could this be dance song? I mean, it is said that the new song would be a "dance" song and the boys are practicing for a new choreography. But when I listen to the song repeatedly on the way home, I can see that the song can be danceable.

And not to mention their voices are awesome. But I have to say, as I am biased, I love Kyu's "Norago~~". I'm waiting for the MV and the performances to know who is really singing what, and I won't rely on those posted coz we never really know if it's true or not. Though I can guess who sang some parts, but I, too, can be wrong. Hahaha.

2009-05-02T19:07:00.004+08:00

During the ELF gathering this afternoon, they gave away 3rd jib photos in wallet size.

And this photo of Kyu was one of them. When the person who was distributing pictures came to the person before me, I looked at the pictures left and to my surprised, only one KYU pic left!

So my instincts tell me to get it before someone can.

As I have a quick hand, I got it and shocked the other ELFs. They were surprised then laughed at my act. They knew I am a die hard Kyu lover so maybe they let me off. Hahaha.

And I met few people. Two actually. One is a Donghae-lover and the other Kibum-lover. And the other two are old acquaintances. One is an old batchmate and the other a new found friend. Hahaha.

We spent our time after the gathering at a Korean grocery store. We catched up with each others personal life and finally came up with a pact that we should hang out often. Then we decided that we should have dinner in the days to come together.

I love meeting people that I know have the same likes as I have. Especially Kpop.

I'm quite tired now and this is nothing compared to what I had experienced!

NET NET NET!!

2009-04-30T09:47:00.002+08:00

I can't imagine life without the World Wide Web.

And that is what exactly happened to me last Tuesday night.

Apparently, I am so excited to be on the Internet the whole night because I won't have classes tomorrow coz of strike. I took a bath and did all the necessary things to do before I indulge myself entirely in the net without anything to disturb me in my haven. I had plans of watching Star King that had Heechul and the other members with. The one when Sungmin danced to the Salsa with Khunnie.

When I turned on the router and my laptop, I was mentally making a list of what to watch and also I'm looking forward to chatting with my CR buddies. To my dismay, the connection is not working. And I can't help but blame my sister for using it that morning without my permission. I thought its my laptop that got problems. I look for the boxes and the manual and all. It really drove me crazy!! Even my mom pitied me and helped me look for the passwords and all.

It turned out that DSL had encountered some problems and it's not my laptop. But it really made me nervous and all. I thought that my laptop needs some repairing. It's just the typical me to worry about anything and everything.

So I just went to sleep early in the evening, like past 9pm. And it is already considered EARLY in my vocabulary. hahaha.

So long and I'm so ecstatic when the connection came back at around 2pm yesterday afternoon. But I just checked my accounts and continued reading the book I was reading. How ironic.

Really Effin' Broke!

2009-04-27T17:34:00.004+08:00

As it is summer, I thought that I could save some money since my schedule is only half-day. But who would have thought that I couldn't? This is like the worst thing that I could imagine. Waking up one morning to find out no money was left in my wallet!

Let me rewind what I've been spending to this past 2 weeks of summer class:

1. FARE. Of course.

2. After our first class, Carmz and I immediately goes to the cafeteria. And whenever I am in the cafeteria, there is FOOD. My ultimate weakness is FOOD!

3) Since we have to wait for Mads to finish his 3-hour BioLab class, we mutually agreed to spend one hour at Netopia.

4) LUNCH. And if we go to the mall, LUNCH + FARE.

5) Since I'm a pig and loves food, after our second class in the afternoon I could eat for a snack. Or sometimes buy what I want.

And with Counterstrike and Half-Life taking it's toll on me, GAMING FEE too!!

REAL BIG SPENDER!! ahahahaha. I should try not touching my savings!!

Lucky?

2009-04-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

This day is really what I'd like to call "go with the flow".

With Carmz absent during our first class and, that means SOLO FLIGHT! Mads won't be out until 11:00am meaning I could just reflect alone with myself at the cafeteria which will just drive me crazy so I was soo happy that Chi texted me to accompany her at the mall.

You could imagine me being alone by myself which will just make you pity me. And I hate that!

But then again, Chi had a class at around 12 so I am alone again. I SOS-ed my friends! The quickest to respond: GLENN! Then Janelle. The both of them were my saviors and Glenn treated us to lunch (which still has a looong story that got me SHY!). After lunch both of them had to go to their own business when Chi called me. Talk about luck!!

So we ended up going to her place and watch Suju's Star King and the latest Intimate Note with. I swear I couldn't stop laughing and even catch my breath with what I saw.

Here's the highlight of the day:

credits to eternalove4suju@youtube

LMAO! Look at Eunhyuk, Sungmin and Heechul, they could really pass for a female. Kangin is way masculine in built that he looked funny to be a girl. And when they're performing, my eyes are glued to Heechul's craziness!! This performance reminds me why I just love them so much!

Before I went home, I stopped by at McDo to buy some cheeseburger for my sister and parents. Turns out, when I finally arrived, there are also THREE Jolibee cheeseburgers waiting for me. So I asked my mom for a refund! Hahaha. That's just me!

The Reason why I love Kpop!

2009-04-22T19:26:00.003+08:00

As I am thinking of what to post in this blog, it occured to me that I have nothing to do tonight. It just sunk in. And I am wondering why? With all this summer class going on, there should be loads of homeworks to do or reading to reflect on, right? Weird.

Not that I'm complaining though. I love doing nothing. Just spend my times in front of my laptop and lose myself in the world of Kpop.

Since I have nothing to post about, maybe I should let all of you know the cause and why I am so immersed in this Kpop world.

It all started with my making of an account in Crunchyroll last April 3, 2008. I signed up because I am watching Why Why Love, a taiwanese drama. Those days, I'm still of a drama freak. With that time, I don't go out much coz of the heat of the sun so I just spent my days buying DVDs and watching dramas in the internet. Actually, Crunchyroll is like a home to me now. I found many buddies whom I had fun chatting with.

Anyway few days before classes are about to start in June, more like a day before classes start (LOL), I was watching Charice Pempengco's performance at Star King for about the third time. It is just then and there that I was curious of those boys that were awed by her performance. So I typed the lyrics "Coz I can't stop thinking 'bout you girl" in youtube and found a video of "U". And that was the birth of Super Junior mania in my world.

I also love to watch korean shows, may it be drama or variety show. I am fond of watching Loveletter, a "dating" game for some celebrities in Korean entertainment. That show made me love some artists like Shinhwa, Fly to the Sky, Bae Seul Gi, Kang Ho Dong, Kim Jong Min and many other artists. Korean dramas are part of every Pinoy's heart. Who hadn't heard of My Girl, Full House and Princess Hours? TV networks here in my beloved country also helped me in loving korean dramas nowadays, though right now I already finished watching Boys Over Flowers when it's still about to show here in the Philippines.

Well, I think that's it. The REASON and the CAUSE of the addiction I am in. All of your questions answered now eh? hahaha.

Haengbok-amnida!

2009-04-20T21:27:00.004+08:00

I have to say:

I FEEL SO RELIEVED TO HAVE FINISHED REPORTING AT

PHILOSOPHY TODAY!!

I actually don't have problems with reporting and all but this time it's different because of strangers. And by strangers I meant our classmates this summer class. That's the point of summer class, if we advance some subjects that is. MEETING STRANGERS!! hahaha.

Just a short post to celebrate my happiness! And also some chocolates to go with it. LOL.

Inki Day!

2009-04-19T20:51:00.003+08:00

I can finally sit in front of my laptop 24/7 this day. School's been keeping me away from my precious Mac these past few days. I have to worry about papers, reports and assignments during this 2-month summer vacation instead of enjoying summer itself.

Question is: What is it that I have to enjoy?

Haha.

So I let my friends influenced me to join them in summer class. Oh well. It's gonna be worth it when it comes to June which would be the start of third year which is also synonymous to busy year.

Anyway, I just spent this day updating myself with what's happening to Suju, watching shows like Intimate Note and We Got Married, catching up with their latest performances and news about them.

And Sunday means "Inkigayo" Day. Personally, out of all the music showcases in Seoul, SBS Inkigayo is the best. Technically because of the lights, cameras and the stage. And when it comes to Super Junior's Sorry Sorry performances these past dew weeks, all of their best performances can be seen at Inki coz there's no irritating lights which makes the audiences enjoy the performances.

First up is the Energy Song. Aren't they just so cute?

credits to CodeAnalysis @ youtube

I can't stop laughing at Kyuhyun kicking Eeteuk when they are carrying him away from the laptop. And the ever famous "Peppero Game"! Yesung looks like he would eat Hyukjae. LMAO. This is just too good! Too bad not all of them can participate.

Let's Not performance by KRY and 5 Princes (LOL).

credits to CodeAnalysis @ youtube

The first live performance of their song Let's Not. And could i just say awesome? KRY's harmony is like the best there ever be. I can't help but almost cry seeing this performance. And those 5 namely Hangeng, Siwon, Sungmin, Eeteuk and Donghae playing the piano in the background adds up to the emotional aura of the song.

Last but not the least, Sorry Sorry performance.

credits to CodeAnalysis @ youtube

I just love the new choreography!! The "dandan dandarandan" part is awesome! And Wookie's adlib during the chorus is L-O-V-E!! With Heechul's anticipated entrance, this is just so PERFECT!!

*sigh!*

I can't help but fall more deeply with these boys!!

Is this the end?

2009-04-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

Okay. Let me clear this first.

I haven't been updating this since it's the start of my summer class and you know me, a GOOD student. I just got the cherry-on-a-very-tall-cake of my day : IM GOING TO REPORT FOR MY PHILO CLASS TOMORROW!!! And I was already expecting that I'm going to report NEXT WEEK! Talk about luck.

Anyway, enough first of my first love, Super Junior. They won the Triple Crown at SBS Inkigayo last Sunday. And I'm so happy coz I am really expecting it. If the opposite happened, who knows what I would do?

But like I said, enough first of that. I just saw the "last" performance of Fly to the Sky in Inkigayo tonight. It makes me feel all sentimental and emotional and all other words that goes with it. I really adore those two, Brian and Hwanhee. Two opposite people, but grown to love and care for each other (as I saw on Loveletter days!).

GOSH! I feel like crying watching this performance. All the good memories fast forwarded on my mind watching this. I remember that during the Bali Special in Loveletter they both shouted befor they bungee - jumped, "Fly to the Sky Forever~~". Memories, memories.

But when I saw the comments below the videos, one user said that they're just gonna take a break and will just take a break for their solo albums, Furthermore, they announced that Brian's going to Hollywood. I wonder if this is true. Coz if it is, then, it's gonna be awesome! Just take a break huh? GOOD GOOD! Just like other artists/bands like SS501 eh?

HOPE THIS IS TRUE!!

PS: So sorry for the crappy post. I'm studying for my Philo report. :)

Bad Hair Day

2009-04-08T12:33:00.004+08:00

Have you guys seen Jonghun nowadays?

Since Suju's comeback (Kyu's comeback is more like it!), I've been disregarding my other oppas and with that, I'm "Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry" oppas. But I'm really hoping that they're taking good care of themselves. I saw TOP recently in his new video with 2NE1 and he was still hot as ever so I rest my worries that they're taking good care of themselves.

But as I went browsing last night at the FT Island thread at soompi, I was left with my mouth open and my eyes staring at the pic of Jonghun. I'm left speechless!!

JONGHUN-AH! what happened to you?

Is this because of me?

Mianheyo!! You should understand right?

I can't stand seeing this!!!

Hongki-ah! Do take care of him in my absence.

His hair reminded me of GDragon on the Lollipop MV.

BOTH of their hairstyle remind me of a MOP!!!

. . . . . .

Why in the world can't I post at GBs on CR?!!

Dear Diary

2009-04-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

WHAT A DAY!!

I'll start from the very beginning.

First, we attended the funeral of the mother of my dear friend Jeline. And as per usual, I shed tears whenever I saw her crying. It's not really everyday you saw her cry for she's a jolly good fellow (reminds me of a song! ahahaha). But after that, she's herself again.

Jel, my condolences to you and your family. We're always here for you. :)

After the funeral, Kristine, Kleah, Carmelle and I decided to went KTV near People's Park. ralph accompanied us then went home afterwards. We sang and sang and danced and danced. The first time(?) I saw Kristine lose control when she sang "total eclipse of the heart". hahaha. And I just gotta say this when the song "Cry" of Mandy Moore came up:

"I'll always remeber,

it was late afternoon,"

I thought of this someone whom I saw in a bookstore once. "He" became well, my first crush this college life and, uhmm, I'm still figuring it out. hahaha.

Oh yeah! I gotta thank Carmelle for the treat at the KTV. THANKS CARMZ! :)

After the KTV episode, we went to kill the time at People's Park. We're looking for someplace to sit when Carmz nudge me and pointed at someone whom I don't like to see. A bit harsh but yeah. hahaha. Well, it's just a thing in the past that I don't want to think anymore though many people, especially my high school friends, pushed me to think it over.

Then there's this guy who came over us and want to talk about religion and stuff. This one really irritates me. At first I thought he's doing fine but on the later part, he was like questioning our faith! I mean WHAT THE HELL?! Who are you to question us what to believe huh? He practically get on my nerve that I was ignoring him and all. Carmz and Kristine kept nudging me but well, I can be really a bitch at times. Well, he deserves it!

We left People's Park after that episode and went food-tripping. Finally, I was able to eat kwek-kwek for this year!! Then we went to a nearby "carinderia" and drank Coke.

Well, that sums up what I did this day. Too long eh? I have nothing to write about so I decided to post this.

I was watching "Let's Sleep Here Tonight" with Suju and "Intimate Note" with Big Bang.

Happy Birthday Eunhyuk!

2009-04-04T17:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JEWEL!

Since today is April 4, means Monkey's birthday! hahaha.

I'm trying to live differently from this day onwards.

Though I have no idea "HOW!".

My weird/crazy self is at the open again.

Good thing is that I wasn't with my friends. LMAO.

I'm so waiting for Star Golden Bell's episode to be uploaded on YT.

It has become one of my fave shows nowadays.

Today's episode has KYU on it.

A - MUST - WATCH!

Maybe he will be the one to challenge eh?

I would not be surprised! hahaha.

Lollipop song is stuck on my head now!

and TOP's image is glued on my mind!

Sandara going BIG!

2009-04-03T15:44:00.005+08:00

Does SANDARA PARK ring a bell?

Remember the Korean teenager in SCQ that stole the hearts of many Filipinos? I can still remember those days. Whenever Saturday comes, me and my sister were really hoping that she won't be the one to be kicked out and be part of the top 5. When she was declared as the first runner-up next to Hero, i can still remember those happy smiles of her fans.

But then, she went to Korea to train to be an actress/singer on the very height of her career in the Philippines. And when she came back, well, the "Krung-krung" era died down. Pity her. I remember telling myself that it was not the best decision to leave her career in the Philippines when her career's still successful (to say the least!).

I completely put her out of my concern until I saw her in an MV last year. And that is in Gummy's song "I'm Sorry" featuring Big Bang's TOP. Sandara played the role as TOP's girlfriend who died of illness.

credit goes to: eunminsjtvxqfti @ youtube

Then I heard she's going to be on a girl band known to be the female version of Big Bang. So for the past moths, I've been looking out for any news of her and recently, Big Bang and 2NE1 (the name of the band that Sandara's in) made a collaboration for a phone CF. And today, I saw the MV.

Before you watch the video, I would just like to warn you of Sandy's hair. hahaha.

Consider yourself warned!

Lucky girl to be performing an MV with Big Bang. Hope for her success in the future!

Welcome back, Kim Kibum!

2009-03-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

this will just be one short post because im still watching Star Golden Bell.

BUMMIE's BAACK!!

i miss this man.

hahaha.

this taken during their YAMAHA promotion at Bangkok.

*faints!*

Star King Cut

2009-03-29T20:46:00.003+08:00

everyone got jealous! it's a given already.

but let me tell you, you may not want to see me in that situation.

trust me.

i would just be your worst nightmare if that happens.

AND IT HAPPENED!!

this fangirling is really killing me.

this cut from star king will explain WHY!

apparently, when it was kyu's turn to look at sungmin's partner, hodong asked the girl who picked kyu's picture in the earlier part of the episode if it's okay for kyuhyun to stare at the girl. she said it's okay then hodong asked "is it because you're more beautiful than the 19 year old model?" and she replied, "YES OF COURSE!".

THE NERVE!!!

and that is how why kyuhyun wasn't able to have the chance to stare at sungmin's partner because he was shy.

like DUH!

she's 31 years old for crying out loud!

i won't dwell on the bad side of this or this post would go on and on.

i may not be able to stop myself when that happens.

still, kyu looks so cute when hodong teased him and all.

and when he dashed after him. it was so KAWAII!!

and not to mention hannie's reaction when hodong played a prank on him.

hahaha.

it was priceless!

. . . . . . . . . .

SUJU WON YET AGAIN!!

hahaha.

so proud of them!

WOHOOO!!

2009-03-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

i dunno why but im feeling that something's not going right.

damn it!

im so not in the mood right now.

maybe because of a certain someone.

SHOOOT!!

and well i think my summer's not gonna be so productive. again.

how i wish i could do more this year.

i need to find a work or a part-time job to keep me busy.

coz if i won't, im gonna spend my 2 months just staring at space.

ARGGGHHH!!!

i am so disappointed when i found out Bethel's.

but im not gonna give up!

im going there one of these days to test my chances.

because im bored im gonna re-watch loveletter to crack me up!

hahaha.

2009-03-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

i am such a pig!!

ARGGGGHHHHH!!!

why am i always hungry?

okay. so today's the last day of our exam.

actually it should have been last friday but since the stupid strike that happened last thursday, all thursday-scheduled exams were moved to MONDAY.

so STATISTICS was move to today.

but i won't dwell on my fate to that subject coz it would just break my heart thinking of what the results would be.

and i want to say:

CONGRATULATIONS 2A FOR BEING THE OVER-ALL CHAMPION during the i forgot the title of the event.

hahahaha.

but it's really awesome winning the SPEECH CHOIR for 7 years running eh?

and not to mention the lively-yet-dark WICKED musical we presented.

I'M SO PROUD OF US GUYS!

hahaha.

the night of the event was still engraved in my mind.

i want to thank our leader Jepoy and choreographer SHENG!

and of course all my classmates.

wohoooo!! the memories makes me smile like an idiot right now.

as soon as i got the copy from mai, im gonna upload the video here and also in youtube.

right now, im gonna savor the scent of two months vacation ahead of me.

hahaha.

and that means 24-hours infront of the computer and never - ending DVD marathon.

Missing in Action

2009-03-16T18:22:00.003+08:00

gonna be MIA for awhile.

THIS WEEK = FINALS WEEK!

meaning, study? hahaha.

i dunno about that.

hahaha.

but i'll TRY to review the past lessons and do good on this exams.

good thing i only have four subjects to study for.

but then there's this musical.

*sigh!*

HELP ME!!!

it would be tough job to stay away from my laptop this week.

but then again. studies comes first.

hate to admit it but it's tied with SUJU on my priority list.

ahaha.

i'll be on every now and then to check on updates!

HOPE THIS WEEK WILL FLY BY QUICKLY!

Suju Domination

2009-03-15T11:01:00.006+08:00

MY HOTTIE ROCKSTAR.

*sigh!*

been busy lately with never ending practices for the muscial.

and i so hope we would win!

for the GRADES!

hahahaha.

last week is the most awaited week for all of us ELFs.

and now that our oppas had made their comeback:

SUJU HYPE IS ON!

and i so can't stop my fangirling this days.

all of us can't!

it's because after one year and a half, our oppas finally had to perform

as 13 again!!

SORRY SORRY OFFICIAL MV

many people tell me this that kyuhyun got so many exposures in this mv!

you can't blame my hubby girls!

im PROUD!

hahaha.

actually all of them are getting oh-so HOT in this 3rd album.

and i can't seem to get enough of hyukjae's dancing!

and about their comeback performance at Music Bank:

i was actually annoyed of the lights!

it somehow distracted the performance.

sheesh!

good thing at Music Core it got a lot of close ups!

hahaha.

but in a performance perspective:

the boys give their all!

i can see that they have waited for this time to come!

to be reunited to their fans!!

im actually waiting for the whole episode of SUKIRA to be uploaded.

the one where 10 members are there.

too bad hannie, heechul and kibum aren't there.

but thanks to caca, i watched the part where heechul and kibum called.

KIBUM's CALL TO SUKIRA

i so miss hearing this guy's cool and calm voice.

hope his mother's fine.

HEENIM's CALL TO SUKIRA.

the ajussi!

hahaha.

i so love hearing their laughters.

heechul really does crack them up!

and i think i won't be able to update this week.

you see, the finals had come!

means that i have to take a break from CR-ing and get my butt to study.

*sigh!*

im telling myself it's just for a week and i got two months of vacation to

look forward to after that.

hahaha.

ta-ta!

What Sickness could do to me?

2009-03-12T17:48:00.004+08:00

like i said, COLDS ARE THE WORST THING EVER!!

because of it, i had to stay at home for a day because my head hurts!

SHEESH!

now im behind the practice in our play.

though i will just dance, the steppings are HARD!

but one thing i like why i didn't go to school today?

i didn't get to see my econ teacher for the last time.

hahaha.

so i last saw her last tuesday.

THANK GOD!

as i stay home today, i watch ep 18 - 19 of BOF!

and damn! jun pyo's still the man.

i still love him despite the fact that he's acting kinda weird.

he should just tell jandi he still love her.

end of story.

hahaha.

the preview of the new songs from the 3rd album is OUT!

i actually can't stop listening to Heartquake and Reset.

Heartquake's the one that they had collaborated with Yunho and Micky of DBSK.

and RESET kinda reminds me of big bang songs,

im watching random videos at youtube about suju when i came across this one.

i can't stop watching this!

hahaha.

the steps are REALLY imitated by these boys.

they got my attention during their performance.

mini - SUJU.

and now im thinking of ordering online for the 3rd album.

the problem is HOW?

i'll just ask my friend and my buddies at CR.

im tempted you know.

hahaha.

COLDS!

2009-03-10T22:04:00.004+08:00

one thing i hate the most:

COLDS!

freakin annoying!

C-O-L-D-S!

shoot!

i can't even concentrate on reading the OTHER BOLEYN GIRL here.

COLDS ARE TO BE CURSED!

damn dusts and weather!

grrrr.

so i just stayed infront of my laptop instead of reading.

at least i found the newest pics of SUJU!

that's one of the best medicine ever.

doctors prescribe it!

in ELF's Hospital that is.

okay im talking crap!

this colds are just driving me mad!

i guess i'll just have to drink a lot of water tonight.

or calamansi juice as dr. glenn suggested.

but im just too lazy to make one.

im so tired from going from my room to the kitchen which is 20 steps away.

sorry for the stupid post ever.

im gonna make up for it later!

Photoshoot part 1

2009-03-09T22:37:00.012+08:00

the COMVAL experience is FUN!

and one word to describe it: PHOTOSHOOT!

yeah!

took the chance of the presence of the camera and

POSE POSE POSE! hahaha.

with the presence of the two big UMBRELLAS!

this was taken during the afternoon.

going to the beach.

at the beach in the morning.

i was reminded of the movie "Crossroads" starring britney spears.

just that plus 3.

where am i?

hahaha.

SPOT ME!

told you about photoshoot.

LITERALLY!

thank you kristian for the photo.

these are just some of the MANY photos we had!

im actually lazy to put it all in here.

as we arrived home, i can't help but smile to the memories we had.

i never regretted the plan i had just to be in this trip!

BAD GIRL!

but oh well.

i enjoyed!

thanks MEG! labyah biatch!

. . . . .

well well well!

the FULL Sorry Sorry mp3 is out!

and i can't get enough of this song.

now im waiting for the mv.

Happy Birthday Jonghun

2009-03-07T10:08:00.003+08:00

i woke up earlier than usual today.

maybe because of meg's birthday? hahahaha.

ROADTRIP BABY!

anyway, i still can't get over the sexiness of SUJU's mv teaser,

that i actually forgot today's MARCH 7!

know what that means?

JONGHUN's BIRTHDAY!

so i went berserk and edited my fave photo of him.

oh well!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONGHUN-ah!

how can i actually forget your birthday?

good thing i remembered it!

if not, this post would be tomorrow or a day later.

going off later!

COMVAL HERE I COME!!

SORRY SORRY MV teaser

2009-03-06T21:46:00.004+08:00

HEADS UP PEOPLE!

i was watching episode 17 of Boys Over Flowers when my fellow ELF, irev buzz me on YM informing me that the mv teaser is already OUT!

you can't imagine how from watching BOF was completely forgotten and i watched the teaser a million times,

savoring how sexy these oppas were!

GOSH! still on the hyper mode. SUUPER!

ALL OF THEM WERE FREAKIN' SMEXY!!!!

see that?

EETEUK WITH A SHORT HAIR IS L-O-V-E-D!!

im gonna torture myself by repeating this video a million times.

Stupidest URL!

2009-03-06T14:24:00.003+08:00

the most stupid URL ever:

iblogipod.blogspot.com
hahaha.

let's keep this BLOGGER's identity secret!
save the blogger from utter disgrace.- the moron.

any suggestions to replace the URL?

the BLOGGER needs HELP!!

hahahaha.
know who this is?

Shopaholic. Curly Guys. SUJU!

2009-03-04T20:58:00.005+08:00

i think this is gonna be one long entry! haha.

brace yourself!

i never know shopping can be so DRAMATIC! but don't get me wrong, i find it hilarious! hahaha. it's just that, well, i dunno. maybe because every time i see the LUKE BRANDON, my heart skips a beat. not to mention he's so effin' H-O-T!!

i know. i know. you think im weird! hahaha. but you can't blame me. i just realized when watching the movie, I FIND CURLY HAIRED GUYS attractive! hahaha. funny i know. it just hit me! i never noticed some of the celebrities in Hollywood that i find sizzling HOT were well, CURLY!

Here's the list:

ORLANDO BLOOM

who wouldn't fall in love with him?

after seeing him as LEGOLAS in LOTR,

everyone should call 911 coz of major heart attack.

DAMN HOTTIE.

JOHNNY DEPP

another LEGEND in the field of acting.

can act any role and pull it off!

i actually fell for him after seeing him as JACK SPARROW

in Pirates of the Carribean.

PATRICK DEMPSEY

McDREAMY is synonymous with this face.

looks like a dream came true when this man was born!

Grey's Anatomy wouldn't be "dreamy" if not for him.

hahahaha.

HUGH DANCY

after seeing him as PRINCE CHAR on Ella Enchanted,

i dreamt of being his arms.

seeing him again as LUKE BRANDON on Confessions of a Shopaholic,

i so want to be working with him.

see them here in this post with the photos and all that feels like im looking at QUADRUPLETS! hahaha. CORNY! i admit. anyway, that's only to prove my point that im actually attracted to this CURLY-HAIRED guys!!

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SUJU's TEASERS ARE OUT!

SORRY, SORRY

that's the name of the 3rd jib.

sungmin. heechul. kibum.

shindong. eeteuk. yesung. eunhyuk.

kyuhyun. hankyung. kangin.

ryeowook. siwon. donghae.

okay! when i found out that the teasers will be out today, i think that's the reason why im so loud (than usual!) at school. my friends told me that maybe i had gone crazy. oh well.

i so love the top pic! it's from EETEUK to KYUHYUN. leader to magnae. *sigh!*

it's so PERFECT! no wonder we have to wait longer.

but oh well. THIS TEASERS ARE SO MAKING ME GO CRAZY!!!!

i really can't wait for the MV TEASERS to be out!

hahaha.

ELFs, im sure are going crazy too after seeing this teasers!

who wouldn't?

we've been waiting for this for more than a year!!

maybe that's why the name of the album is SORRY, SORRY.

THE THIRD ALBUM WOULD REALLY BE A BIG HIT!

Something I'm good at

2009-03-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

always on the go!

hahaha. okay im being retarded this night! or should i say being a student? ahahaha. if not for my report in HUM 1 tomorrow, i will be on at CR now but blame that subject! i find it hard to believe not to be online at CR tonight really. maybe because im the one doing the reporting tomorrow? sheesh.

WISH ME LUCK!

oh yeah! i actually had fun during my ENGLISH class today. it's actually the first time i had a good laugh on that subject coz, well, im always sleepy during that time. and not to mention hungry. today we had an activity where we have to act as something or someone (?) in front of the whole class.

and guess what i acted?

hahahahaaha.

. . . . .

I ACTED AN UGLY DUCKLING TURNING INTO SWAN!!

for crying out loud.

i actually pulled it off. LOLz.

. . . . .

i know. i know. quite funny! but you can imagine me, starting on a low plane. . .and well, you got the picture! i can't stop laughing and it's a good thing im hiding my face through my hair so sir godie won't see me having no concentration.

oh well. still can't stop smiling remembering what my classmates had done especially the LUNCH CLUB PEOPLE! hahaha. you guys really are the best! or should i say WE? whatever.

before i forgot!

IM THE QUEEN OF SQ!!!

that's one thing im proud of.

hahahaha.

still waiting for MARCH 12. 9 more days to go!! wohoooo!

SUJU's BACK!

2009-03-02T19:31:00.004+08:00

i will tell you what happened to me this day.

i woke up EARLY in the morning. and EARLY = 5:30 am. dunno what happened to me but i can't sleep again so i turned on my laptop and surf the net.

after a few decades, i was early for my first class. we had a quiz at one of my major subject and well, i don't think i passed it again. hahaha.

then jeline told me that enzo told her something about my new "prospect" PATRICK! grrr. it's not worth posting here but mind you it crushed and broke my heart. (hahaha. NOT REALLY!).

i was really bored during the afternoon because we have to stay for our division's GA aka general assembly for election of officers.

i went home earlier than usual.

it's not really a good day for me. but as i turned on my laptop and open my CR account, THE BEST NEWS EVER is waiting for me.

. . . . .

SUPER JUNIOR'S COMEBACK IS ON MARCH 12!!

and that is like 10 days from NOW! hahahaha. i completely forgot about the patrick issue! all i need to know is HERE ALREADY! *faints!*

FINALLY! they are COMING BACK!

the date is set! wohooooooo!!

all the wait is worth it.

ELF & SUJU ARE REUNITED ONCE AGAIN!

hahaha.

okay. i've gone crazy! can't blame me.

been waiting for this day to happen you know.

call me a freak or whatever I DON'T CARE! hahahaha.

When Boredom Strikes

2009-03-01T20:59:00.008+08:00

the best alternative when you're bored?

CAMERA!

hahaha. if you're a complete narcissist and love to take photos of yourself that is.

well, im kinda like that.

but when im ONLY in the mood and whenever i feel beautiful.

whatever. hahaha.

yeah i know.

that's what you call shy type.

hahaha.

me with my sister.

i know.

we're gorgeous.

whatever. hahahaha.

guess who? hahaha.

taken during the week of the valentines.

i remember because im wearing something RED.

to celebrate the holiday.

hahaha.

Just Plain Fabulous

2009-03-01T00:38:00.005+08:00

im baack.

hahaha. i haven't post since forever? nyahahaha. kidding! i always tell myself to always update this blog whenever i have the chance but lately i've been so busy with dance practice for the PE night.

AND PE NIGHT sure was JUST FABULOUS!

and it was because we, the 2nd year AB-Mass Communication students handled the production. heee. im so PROUD! hahaha. well, anyway, as the first performer for the night, of course we have to get the party rolling, right? and that results to countless of practice especially during the week of the dance. SHEESH! i somehow lose my patience at one of my fellow dancer coz s/he just won't give his/her best during the practices that affected the whole dance and we have to start all over again. grrr.

well, i won't dwell on the bad side of the story. that would just ruin the mode of this entry. hahaha.

I FOUND ANOTHER PROSPECT!

yep yep yep! i found this good-looking guy who danced two dances after ours (the number of performances are 27 including the intermission numbers!!). he's not really a dancer but i can tell that with just one look at his face, he's PERFECT! hahaha. yeah! and my friends know that i like him. i actually saw him every now and then at the corridors (or sometimes at the covered court!) but when i saw him last wednesday night during the general rehearsal and saw him dance, i was like hit by a strong wind! hahaha. i know, drama isn't it? hahaha.

and tonight? well, i didn't know he would be in an intermission number. and HE ALSO SINGS!! hahaha. im so falling in love with these guy! and his name's PATRICK! and he can be my "McDreamy" just like patrick dempsey on Grey's Anatomy.

can't get over it! and well our dance? turned out great! hahaha. i received very nice compliments from my friends and classmates. hahaha. im gonna post the pictures soon. especially the one with PATRICK's, all thanks to my friend who has the nerve to come to him and take a picture coz i won't! hahaha. thanks jel!

FT Island's Boys over Flowers Parody

2009-02-23T22:41:00.003+08:00

can you say CUTE?! sheesh. these guys really makes me melt because of their aegyoness. LOLz.

especially JONGHUN.

sorry doda. i won't give up jonghun now. hahahaha.

FT Island's Parody of Boys over Flowers

credits to: xsilh0uette at youtube for the subs

DANG! told you they were cute. now i can't seem to take my eyes off MY JONGHUN!

yeah i know. i should have stick with KYU but i just can't help it.

jonghun's such a HOTTIE. haha.

forgive me KYU! don't worry, when you guys made your comeback im gonna stick with you.

right now, allow me to enjoy jognhun's hotness first. hahaha.

crazy mode again.

oh yeah! before i forgot, i want to thank LISA for telling me about this. haha.

STAY LOYAL to HEECHUL okie?

don't let hongki and minhwan's cuteness affect your love for HIM. hahaha.

i know you'll say, "look who's talking!". hahaha.

Coffee Break

2009-02-23T00:59:00.007+08:00

what's a cool thing to end the sunday night?

. . . . .

Answer: COFFEE.

yep! im addicted to coffee. especially cappuccino.

can't blame me. it's my fave. I LOVE COFFEE.

and now, i can't sleep. hahaha.

cafe firenzo.

damn good.

Pity Me

2009-02-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

SHOOOT!

did it ever happen to you that a miracle was handed to you but time just won't let you have it?

I JUST EXPRIENCED THAT!!!

aish! i'm not talking the situation here coz it's supposed to be private but DANG! how unlucky can i get?! am i just born this way?

okay. scratch that.

im blessed with such good friends, family and life. how can i say crappy things like "im unlucky"? but i just can't help it. SUJU~~!! they're the most important people in my life. they're a part of me. know what i mean? i know i may sound like a loser and all, but I DON'T CARE!! people might laugh at me for adoring them so much but i just can't help it! they're the most adorable people in this life. their laughters are my laughters, they're tears break my heart.

cut the crap!

AISH!! im still not getting over it.

WHY DOES THE BORA PLAYER WON'T PLAY ON MAC?!!

okay. there i said it. stress released! hahaha.

Tired!

2009-02-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

my WHOLE body hurts.

dance practice tomorrow.

projects to pass.

a play to plan.

IM SO DAMN TIIIRED!!!